Clear things up...
Journal Entry: Tue Mar 25, 2008, 12:17 PM
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Emotional - Reading: IM convos
This is just a journal to let everything out, maybe a rant or whatever you want to call it. For me its a way of letting everything out. I'm not looking for attention or anthing like that, just to make that clear.
To be frank with everything, life is very hard. For me its got to a point where it's getting to much for me to deal with. I've been trying to deal with it in my methods I have (some people will say they aren't the best, but it doesnt bother me). Most of which dont work for me anyway.
People are like you can tell me and you can trust me, but I dont think I would like sharing how I feel with anyone right now, so don't take it personally. I doubt that any of you can understand how I feel unless you are me, so there is no point trying to explain.
Some of the things are better left unsaid and unheard. Personal things which seem to be only understood by me and only me. Others aren't things I would share with anyone, much rather keep them to myself. It's just what I think is best for myself and everyone else.
Don't get me wrong, it doesn't mean I wouldn't share stuff with you. It's if you ask and I don't tell you right away or tell someone else instead, dont take it to heart.
Yeah okay, I admit I've snapped at people, been depressed, considered some really uneccesary ways of dealing with my problems. Either way sorry if I hurt/upset you by doing this to any of you. If you had any idea what's going on in my life, they you maybe understand better.
Sometimes I feel like locking myself up and crying. Crying so mcuh that I run out of tears to cry. At random times, I start crying once or twice at school (not sure if any of you have noticed) but I cant help it. I cry myself to sleep some nights. I know crying wont help problems but it's either crying or destroying something. Believe me, my anger is somthing you dont wanna see.
Just thought I would let you all know. I'm dealing with it in my own way. Thanks but no thanks, for your help.
Devious Comments
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...nothing lasts forever if we never try...
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I say, My Chemical Romance and Tokio Hotel are rather spiffy, aren't they?
When I grow up, I want to be nothing at all.
Lass uns gemeinsam, in die Nacht.
~Jess
Thank you so much for the
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I appreciate it a lot!
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...nothing lasts forever if we never try...
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I say, My Chemical Romance and Tokio Hotel are rather spiffy, aren't they?
When I grow up, I want to be nothing at all.
Lass uns gemeinsam, in die Nacht.
~Jess
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I say, My Chemical Romance and Tokio Hotel are rather spiffy, aren't they?
When I grow up, I want to be nothing at all.
Lass uns gemeinsam, in die Nacht.
~Jess
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We see the people we love as we want them to be, not as who they really are!!
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We see the people we love as we want them to be, not as who they really are!!
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We see the people we love as we want them to be, not as who they really are!!
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We see the people we love as we want them to be, not as who they really are!!
thank you so much!
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...nothing lasts forever if we never try...
sadly i guess the others have just been too hurt by wot happened between u and vik :'(
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If you want to know what Splendj means..... you must surrender to the Cereal and give up your SOUL!!!!!
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Happiness is not the natural state of mankind, and is never achieved from the outside in.
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Don't push me...
I'll finish when I want to or not finish at all.
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The expected's just the beginning. The unexpected is what changes our lives.
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We see the people we love as we want them to be, not as who they really are!!
maybe the reason others don't like you is because of how u keep going against vicky
coz once that happens u start making her sad and then they feel offended that u wud do such a thing ---> causing hate X_X
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If you want to know what Splendj means..... you must surrender to the Cereal and give up your SOUL!!!!!
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I say, My Chemical Romance and Tokio Hotel are rather spiffy, aren't they?
When I grow up, I want to be nothing at all.
Lass uns gemeinsam, in die Nacht.
~Jess
~eliertehelf 1 day 9 hours ago
I'm sorry...
Hope it works!
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No attachment on this one.
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Stories
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JELLY KEYBOARDS ARE ANNOYING TO USE BUT THEY ARE FUN TO SLAP PEOPLE WITH
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We see the people we love as we want them to be, not as who they really are!!
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If you want to know what Splendj means..... you must surrender to the Cereal and give up your SOUL!!!!!
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92% of teens moved on to rap music.
If you're part of the 8% that rock out everyday, put this in your signature.
i feel terrible about the situation you've been thrown into and i wish i can help you more
I can only hope time will heal all wounds... ---> this comment
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We see the people we love as we want them to be, not as who they really are!!
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If you want to know what Splendj means..... you must surrender to the Cereal and give up your SOUL!!!!!
have a good day ^^
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One day at the perfect moment, Ill ask you to be mine
One day you'll come to me and kiss me, tel me how much you missed me
until then for you
I'm screaming
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